Last Month of 2020

It has been 2 months since I started my master studies. Hmm, well, tbh never thought that I will actually doing it. I mean, when I finished my degree 3 years ago, someone or few people have asked me if I want to continue my studies. I only answered "InsyaAllah if there is rezq for me, I thought why not". I'm not really an academic type, not that kind of person who determined to study or to go to higher level of studies. For me, as long I can get a job after I finish my degree that is fine for me. Maybe that was what I thought back then. Now, fast forward after 3 years of working, I think I see the potential in me, to go further in this industry. Actually, I never knew this industry have so much more to learn. During my degree, I only got a very lil of introduction in this side of industry that now I'm working with. Knew my boss when I did my internship in one of well-known (big) companies in Malaysia, she was a senior manager at that time. After I done with my intern I got an offer to work with another well known big company which only 30 minutes from my family house, (alhamdulillah it was easier back then), I only stayed for a year since my contract was almost finish and then while I was haunting for a new job. I found my Senior Manager (my boss now) who I worked with during my intern, coincidentally she was looking for staff for her so-called new company that she started year before. Since, it's related with my background of studies, I didn't think twice, I said yes and just go start a new work life in new place new state, new city. I thought it's gonna be hard, it's not like we're going for studies or something like that. It's a new life as an adult, really far away from family, even friends are not around since we're working at different places (depends on where will get hired, right?) To think about it again, everything went actually quite smooth especially when I got rented a place that I want at the very last minute. Alhamdulillah. It was tough, but Allah ease everything for me, definitely. 

What I'm actually trying to say is not only I found the potential in me, but also I found someone who see the potential in me when I first started in this industry. Before first MCO, I made a decision to work and study at the same time. Now here I am, it's now my midsem break, so I spare some of my free times to write down what I appreciate and what I thankful for with how far I've come. 

Ok gotta go now! Have lotsss of assignment and works waiting for me. Oh yup, I get invited to give a lecture to UKM students, just something related with my work (yea I might writing it like it is nothing but I'm actually freaking out!! No way giving a lecture with lots of people gonna be easy for me!! Super nervous!!) Pray for me!! Now, feel like throwing up. Ok bye!